Quiet Footsteps

I am a single mom, a professional woman, the caretaker of my elderly mother, a sister, a friend. I am a slave. I am Gorean, in as much as that is possible in the real world. I have had RL M/s relationships, although I do not presently have a RL Master. I don’t think Gor is a place for children or elderly mothers. There are times in the lives of many women when obligations to family come before self-fulfillment, and that’s the place I’m in now. I get my “fix” of Gor and slavery in Second Life.

Gor is like coming home for me. Kneeling at the feet of a Master, building the trust that allows deeper and deeper submission, the psychological and emotional aspects of M/s relationships as well as the sexual, the constant drive to do better, be better, these are the things that drive me. When I succeed the joy is beyond description. When I fail the pain is crushing.

Quiet Footsteps is the journal of a kajira who is passionate, emotional, and too sensitive, who thinks too much, and sometimes loses herself in the process. It is my attempt to learn from the past and go on, balancing the fine line between submission and loss of self.